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It turns out that my most treasured passions are all basically one form or another of kink, as I posted about 5 years ago after a particularly exhilarating camera gig I had:
Riding the downhill side of the stagehand's version of the "performer's high". #SweetAgony
Working in entertainment is a lot like what I get out of #BDSM, now that I think about it. Euphoric highs mixed and intermingled with physical pain, followed by utter exhaustion, and maybe an emotional crash or two, but maybe not, you just don't know until it hits.
Smiling through the sweat and the tears, anger mixed with pleasure, and the dichotomous twins of an excruciating awareness of the physical self and a simultaneous fog of floating consciousness, disconnected from the body.
#AndNowToSleepPerchanceToDream #ForOnTheMorrowAtOFuckThirtyIAwakeAgain #AVLife #backstage #StagehandKink #LivingTheDream #RockNRoll
Riding the downhill side of the stagehand's version of the "performer's high". #SweetAgony
Working in entertainment is a lot like what I get out of #BDSM, now that I think about it. Euphoric highs mixed and intermingled with physical pain, followed by utter exhaustion, and maybe an emotional crash or two, but maybe not, you just don't know until it hits.
Smiling through the sweat and the tears, anger mixed with pleasure, and the dichotomous twins of an excruciating awareness of the physical self and a simultaneous fog of floating consciousness, disconnected from the body.
#AndNowToSleepPerchanceToDream #ForOnTheMorrowAtOFuckThirtyIAwakeAgain #AVLife #backstage #StagehandKink #LivingTheDream #RockNRoll
