![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
I make a terrible patient. I bitterly resent the frailties of the human body. I am extremely angry and frustrated at my temporary inability to do the things I enjoy doing. I just had to turn down work because it was too physically demanding during my recovery period. I don't really feel like discussing what's wrong with me, suffice to say that I'm progressing normally and this should all be over in a couple of weeks with no lingering impediments.
But I hate being sick and I hate being incapacitated. I hate sleeping, eating, going to the bathroom, being sick, anything that takes time away from the enjoyment of life. Part of my enjoyment comes from being physically active. I can't dance, I can't work. I can only take sit-down gigs like long-throw camera calls which are few and far between. I had a slow summer and have not yet recovered my finances and now this gets in my way. This is incredibly frustrating and because I can't do anything "strenuous" I can't even be properly aggravated.
But I hate being sick and I hate being incapacitated. I hate sleeping, eating, going to the bathroom, being sick, anything that takes time away from the enjoyment of life. Part of my enjoyment comes from being physically active. I can't dance, I can't work. I can only take sit-down gigs like long-throw camera calls which are few and far between. I had a slow summer and have not yet recovered my finances and now this gets in my way. This is incredibly frustrating and because I can't do anything "strenuous" I can't even be properly aggravated.
