loss

[joreth]

Ever feel like when one thing goes wrong, everything else goes wrong at the same time?  Like it's not bad enough to lose a person, but you have to lose several people, one right after another?  Apparently it's not enough to suffer loss, but I have to feel loss without being comforted by someone I love because all those people, and even people I may not love but just like, all leave at the same time, and all those I just kinda like that have the potential for love all make it apparent that they're not going to work out either.

Some days love and intimacy just really suck.

Comments

[madmanatw.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry.
*hugs*

[nancyblue.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, hon. If you feel like dropping me a line, I'm available.

[corpsefairy.livejournal.com]

You know you're still loved, right?
I'll call as soon as I can.

[redheadlass.livejournal.com]

*hug*

[serolynne.livejournal.com]

*Hugs*

I have experienced that feeling before, and know whacha mean. Don't know the details of what is going on for you.. and you always have an open ear to talk with.

*hugs*

[firerose10.livejournal.com]

Gumby and I are much closer now if you want to talk, hang out, or just be around others...

[gaycowboys.livejournal.com]

Some days love and intimacy just really suck

Yes, they do. But just think; this proves you can survive the worst of it, which means you will always be able to walk fearless into the best that love has to offer.

And I'm not going to tell you you're not alone, because when you lose something, then nothing else can really fill that space in. But when you've had a chance to put a few staples in your chest, there are people around you who may be able to help with some real stitches.

[girlpurple.livejournal.com]

Some days love and intimacy just really suck.

I'm sorry things are rough for you right now. :-(

A

[sylvar.livejournal.com]

Oof. And then you might feel guilty for disliking the effect of you on their happiness about the move(s). Sticky stuff. *hugs*

update

[joreth]

Just an update for those who are concerned. I'm doing much better. I thank everyone who contacted me to see how I was doing. I do know that I'm loved and that there are people who care about me. Fortunately, I've never been one to think the whole would was ending just because I hit a difficult period. The big problem was that I lost several people in my life one right after the other in a very short span of time and didn't have anyone at that exact moment in close proximity to comfort me. I knew things would get better, they always do. But knowing that I'll eventually be OK doesn't stop the hurt from hurting *right then* and I have to go through the hurt to get out the other side. Unfortunately there's no way to go around pain, one just has to wade through it until its course is run. After losing yet another person, I am coming out the other side and doing quite well. I'm considering going dancing on Thursday in Tampa when I get off work, anyone else interested?